Ben Bonkoske

I have learned that I have a two-day attention span. Anything after that I am liable to indulge in things that make me happy. Strangely, when I eat cake, I realize how much time I actually have, that when I abstain, I can never seem to find. Today was an ordinary day wasted on the telephone. Not screen time, but talking with relatives that make me feel important (and can help see blind spots in my writing). Responsibility is fun, especially when you don’t have to perform for anyone. Run, Rabbit, Run. When you are busying yourself without relent, no new memories are created, no wisdom. If I didn’t allow myself some sweet tea and a warm shower I’d probably still be uncomfortable scattering and havocing, maybe even getting some work done, but enough is enough, I’m done.